Duck

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 02:16:05 GMT

i still look at this thing like every other day.
looking back i used to be on this thing every moment i could, cause it was so cool to me to be like yeah, i just updated guys, u better look. or, or, i'll like, not comment you. but it WAS fun.

so now i'll make a poke at my past with a laugh and say hello to you guys once again.

<3goodnight

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 01:56:40 GMT

my brother's leaving tonight to go on tour again:[.

i hate this. he seems to keep me going and on track. but i'll be fine. i just love how i can rely on him for things. i am gonna miss him

mistakes happen. they can be forgiven. isn't that neat?:] GOLLY

i need to find something that i love to do, and a motivation for it. something just to take my mind off things. i used to have fun, but i have been, i guess almost making myself feel out of it. it's not for atention either, cause not many would notice. but i need to get out of that.

i love you all...if i even have an audience on here. nontheless, U are still loved:]

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 22:21:21 GMT

in aw.

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 01:21:00 GMT

this week flew. friday is tomorrow. get excited...i'm not entirely sure at all what i'm doing. no good. but i may be busy:-( ugh. i just dunno. i redecided not to be in a band, LAME!

i find i like music more and more every second. it just soothes.

text me a lot! 770-896-2305

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 15:10:18 GMT

matthew 28 16-

Jesus: "all authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me"

~miltary, politics, education, entertainment, leizure, and weather, and everything!

"i am with you always even to the end of the age"

~when he comes together with us, we are in touch with it when we follow.

~believing and following is of most importance.

Angel: "do not be afraid for i know that u are looking for Jesus ""who was crucified.""to the woman(mary, and the others looking at the tomb)

~crucifiction:

~public- people all around, everyone. seculists non believers, christians. everyone knew that He lived and died.

~painful- bore own cross, and nails were used(number undetermined). suffereing was intense and there was much swelling and agony. the victim literally died a thousand deaths. death rarely ensued before 36 hours of suffering. all legs and arms were broken. He screamed!

~planned by God: "the son of man will be delivered into the hands of men and they will kill Him. the father sent him in the form of a human as a sign, humans can die and gods cant. he was killed to do what was predestined to occur. God GAVE HIS ONLY SON! HANDED OVER!

~punishment for sin, but not his own(OUR SINS): galatians 1:4 christ gave himself for our sins according to the will of God.

~precious: Peter's word. who denied Jesus three times in his greatest hour of need.

-700 years before he tells us it will happen in beautiful detail

^^isaiah the prophet spread the message.

~The Ressurection:

~he wouldnt be precious if he were dead. if there were just a memory, it wouldnt be significant. He is seated at the right hand of God and he is LIVING.

~public: he appeared once again before a lot of people...HE WAS NOT A GHOST he ate fish and took hold of things to prove it.

~If you have him when u die and goto heaven all the things u love if you believe will reappear in ten thousand fold up in heaven(the pretty flowers in your backyard, your favorite colors, your favorite things). YOU WILL SHINE IN THE KINGDOM OF YOUR FATHER SOMEDAY

~powerful:"all authority has been given to me"^(once again)Jesus at the right hand...the side of authority! all things are under his control, he cannot die and therefore in him u CANNOT LEAVE! u cant win by opposing an indestructable foe! suicide is not to follow him.

~personal: if he has authority over all things...why did my loved ones die why do all these bad things happen?

-he put that with "i'll be with you to the end!" you are unstoppable in ur loving for people and helping and not being part of the problem.

-the great commission...main thing: love our enemies!

deep down we all want to be BIG HEARTED. something that shines through to people and separates us. no one desires to be selfish?! no one wants to be known at their death bed how selfish they were. you may come close because of how sin destorts us.

CLOSING QUIZ:

illustration #1: three children in Bosnia wandered into mine fields and were killed.

one girl survived for hours, and cried for hours. no one would helped her. A MINE FIELD! would you have gone to get her?

all authority over land mine locations and footfalls belong to jesus and He is with you to the end. Love your neighbor as u love yourself. What if it was your sister?!

illustration #2:Wednesday, ruby eliason, over 80 and laura edward, 78, were killed in camroon. is this a tragedy

ruby eliason: served the poor the diseased and the hurt and lost all her life. medically.

laura edwards: medically all her life in the twin cities...now in retirement she is there by all the other old people in the retirement home serving Jesus. Her car went off a cliff(both ruby and laura)

Is this a tragedy?: yes, all deaths in a sense are. then,,,,there are hundreds of thousands of seventy to eighty living in relative health living every empty day after another...THAT'S A TRAGEDY!

Their deaths were a glory after such a life, such a ministry and such a death!

these are two women nobody should weep over except for their loss.

RECAP: Jesus came to the earth for people that dont have that. to be here for all always and forever with His power if they are willing.

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 01:22:15 GMT

matthew 28 16-