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i still look at this thing like every other day.
looking back i used to be on this thing every moment i could, cause it was so cool to me to be like yeah, i just updated guys, u better look. or, or, i'll like, not comment you. but it WAS fun.
so now i'll make a poke at my past with a laugh and say hello to you guys once again.
<3goodnight
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[29 Sep 2005|09:50pm] |
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Feel Good Inc. |
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my brother's leaving tonight to go on tour again:[.
i hate this. he seems to keep me going and on track. but i'll be fine. i just love how i can rely on him for things. i am gonna miss him
mistakes happen. they can be forgiven. isn't that neat?:] GOLLY
i need to find something that i love to do, and a motivation for it. something just to take my mind off things. i used to have fun, but i have been, i guess almost making myself feel out of it. it's not for atention either, cause not many would notice. but i need to get out of that.
i love you all...if i even have an audience on here. nontheless, U are still loved:]
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[29 Aug 2005|06:19pm] |
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in aw.
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[18 Aug 2005|09:17pm] |
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mm
this week flew. friday is tomorrow. get excited...i'm not entirely sure at all what i'm doing. no good. but i may be busy:-( ugh. i just dunno. i redecided not to be in a band, LAME!
i find i like music more and more every second. it just soothes.
text me a lot! 770-896-2305
<3
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[13 Aug 2005|11:09am] |
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matthew 28 16-
Jesus: "all authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me"
~miltary, politics, education, entertainment, leizure, and weather, and everything!
"i am with you always even to the end of the age"
~when he comes together with us, we are in touch with it when we follow.
~believing and following is of most importance.
Angel: "do not be afraid for i know that u are looking for Jesus ""who was crucified.""to the woman(mary, and the others looking at the tomb)
~crucifiction:
~public- people all around, everyone. seculists non believers, christians. everyone knew that He lived and died.
~painful- bore own cross, and nails were used(number undetermined). suffereing was intense and there was much swelling and agony. the victim literally died a thousand deaths. death rarely ensued before 36 hours of suffering. all legs and arms were broken. He screamed!
~planned by God: "the son of man will be delivered into the hands of men and they will kill Him. the father sent him in the form of a human as a sign, humans can die and gods cant. he was killed to do what was predestined to occur. God GAVE HIS ONLY SON! HANDED OVER!
~punishment for sin, but not his own(OUR SINS): galatians 1:4 christ gave himself for our sins according to the will of God.
~precious: Peter's word. who denied Jesus three times in his greatest hour of need.
-700 years before he tells us it will happen in beautiful detail
^^isaiah the prophet spread the message.
~The Ressurection:
~he wouldnt be precious if he were dead. if there were just a memory, it wouldnt be significant. He is seated at the right hand of God and he is LIVING.
~public: he appeared once again before a lot of people...HE WAS NOT A GHOST he ate fish and took hold of things to prove it.
~If you have him when u die and goto heaven all the things u love if you believe will reappear in ten thousand fold up in heaven(the pretty flowers in your backyard, your favorite colors, your favorite things). YOU WILL SHINE IN THE KINGDOM OF YOUR FATHER SOMEDAY
~powerful:"all authority has been given to me"^(once again)Jesus at the right hand...the side of authority! all things are under his control, he cannot die and therefore in him u CANNOT LEAVE! u cant win by opposing an indestructable foe! suicide is not to follow him.
~personal: if he has authority over all things...why did my loved ones die why do all these bad things happen?
-he put that with "i'll be with you to the end!" you are unstoppable in ur loving for people and helping and not being part of the problem.
-the great commission...main thing: love our enemies!
deep down we all want to be BIG HEARTED. something that shines through to people and separates us. no one desires to be selfish?! no one wants to be known at their death bed how selfish they were. you may come close because of how sin destorts us.
CLOSING QUIZ:
illustration #1: three children in Bosnia wandered into mine fields and were killed.
one girl survived for hours, and cried for hours. no one would helped her. A MINE FIELD! would you have gone to get her?
all authority over land mine locations and footfalls belong to jesus and He is with you to the end. Love your neighbor as u love yourself. What if it was your sister?!
illustration #2:Wednesday, ruby eliason, over 80 and laura edward, 78, were killed in camroon. is this a tragedy
ruby eliason: served the poor the diseased and the hurt and lost all her life. medically.
laura edwards: medically all her life in the twin cities...now in retirement she is there by all the other old people in the retirement home serving Jesus. Her car went off a cliff(both ruby and laura)
Is this a tragedy?: yes, all deaths in a sense are. then,,,,there are hundreds of thousands of seventy to eighty living in relative health living every empty day after another...THAT'S A TRAGEDY!
Their deaths were a glory after such a life, such a ministry and such a death!
these are two women nobody should weep over except for their loss.
RECAP: Jesus came to the earth for people that dont have that. to be here for all always and forever with His power if they are willing.
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[10 Aug 2005|09:18pm] |
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matthew 28 16-
Jesus: "all authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me"
~miltary, politics, education, entertainment, leizure, and weather, and everything!
"i am with you always even to the end of the age"
~when he comes together with us, we are in touch with it when we follow.
~believing and following is of most importance.
Angel: "do not be afraid for i know that u are looking for Jesus ""who was crucified.""to the woman(mary, and the others looking at the tomb)
~crucifiction:
~public- people all around, everyone. seculists non believers, christians. everyone knew that He lived and died.
~painful- bore own cross, and nails were used(number undetermined). suffereing was intense and there was much swelling and agony. the victim literally died a thousand deaths. death rarely ensued before 36 hours of suffering. all legs and arms were broken. He screamed!
~planned by God: "the son of man will be delivered into the hands of men and they will kill Him. the father sent him in the form of a human as a sign, humans can die and gods cant. he was killed to do what was predestined to occur. God GAVE HIS ONLY SON! HANDED OVER!
~punishment for sin, but not his own(OUR SINS): galatians 1:4 christ gave himself for our sins according to the will of God.
~precious: Peter's word. who denied Jesus three times in his greatest hour of need.
-700 years before he tells us it will happen in beautiful detail
^^isaiah the prophet spread the message.
~The Ressurection:
~he wouldnt be precious if he were dead. if there were just a memory, it wouldnt be significant. He is seated at the right hand of God and he is LIVING.
~public: he appeared once again before a lot of people...HE WAS NOT A GHOST he ate fish and took hold of things to prove it.
~If you have him when u die and goto heaven all the things u love if you believe will reappear in ten thousand fold up in heaven(the pretty flowers in your backyard, your favorite colors, your favorite things). YOU WILL SHINE IN THE KINGDOM OF YOUR FATHER SOMEDAY
~powerful:"all authority has been given to me"^(once again)Jesus at the right hand...the side of authority! all things are under his control, he cannot die and therefore in him u CANNOT LEAVE! u cant win by opposing an indestructable foe! suicide is not to follow him.
~personal: if he has authority over all things...why did my loved ones die why do all these bad things happen?
-he put that with "i'll be with you to the end!" you are unstoppable in ur loving for people and helping and not being part of the problem.
-the great commission...main thing: love our enemies!
deep down we all want to be BIG HEARTED. something that shines through to people and separates us. no one desires to be selfish?! no one wants to be known at their death bed how selfish they were. you may come close because of how sin destorts us.
CLOSING QUIZ:
illustration #1: three children in Bosnia wandered into mine fields and were killed.
one girl survived for hours, and cried for hours. no one would helped her. A MINE FIELD! would you have gone to get her?
all authority over land mine locations and footfalls belong to jesus and He is with you to the end. Love your neighbor as u love yourself. What if it was your sister?!
illustration #2:Wednesday, ruby eliason, over 80 and laura edward, 78, were killed in camroon. is this a tragedy
ruby eliason: served the poor the diseased and the hurt and lost all her life. medically.
laura edwards: medically all her life in the twin cities...now in retirement she is there by all the other old people in the retirement home serving Jesus. Her car went off a cliff(both ruby and laura)
Is this a tragedy?: yes, all deaths in a sense are. then,,,,there are hundreds of thousands of seventy to eighty living in relative health living every empty day after another...THAT'S A TRAGEDY!
Their deaths were a glory after such a life, such a ministry and such a death!
these are two women nobody should weep over except for their loss.
RECAP: Jesus came to the earth for people that dont have that. to be here for all always and forever with His power if they are willing.
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[08 Aug 2005|09:54pm] |
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PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE~fionna apple |
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swahhstickka.
my last second of summer was spent tripping into the school, haha. <---that=love
i need a job. kinda badly. with the D-vorce and all. just necessary biz, yo.
i went to the mall after school and nap. that was for skating. golly gee, my dream was amazing!! so here i was in a forest with a bag filled with water bottles, and trees all over. Climbing City! if only it were real... oh the possibilities.
so yeah im not too fond of my situations right now. so pray nigs!!
gimme your favorite hobby. i will use it as a hang out day if i get the chance.
btw...i really miss chance!
<3
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[04 Aug 2005|11:49pm] |
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the bell jar~~showbread |
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now's truely not a good time for things to start up again...
especially not school
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[26 Jul 2005|10:28pm] |
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spencerussery. i am, just be still |
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new hair...
it's wet but it's alright right now i guess.
 no styling at all. just the after-shower effects.
<3
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[25 Jul 2005|06:58pm] |
i come back to this thing every day. so i'll start up again.
here's my final warning.
<3
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[31 May 2005|11:57pm] |
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liquid tension experiment 1~~freedom of speech |
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lemme take a step into my cob-webbed lj world.
*steps*
*makes sure the cob-webs are cleared with a handy dandy stick*
tell me your favorite "T" word. that will make my day.
aren't you all glad summer's here?:-) i'm not so sure if i am
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[23 Mar 2005|09:07pm] |
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dear journal....
 my heart and soul have returned to me
God es love.
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[28 Feb 2005|09:18pm] |
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i wanted to exclame that i love life so dad gum much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! there isnt enough emphasis in the world to put on that last statement...goodness!!
haha
<3duck!
today stunk like whoa!
but oh well..i'm fine now and in a better mood than ever!
<3 duck! (again)
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[26 Feb 2005|02:38pm] |
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blindside ~coming back to life |
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ok, i am coming back...
today has been good. dad woke me up a bit ago then we went to moe's..tofu!!!
not really anything exciting. i have been grounded but its very relaxing:-) so thats good.
i watched the notebook again last night..its such a good movie<3
<3duck ya'll guys still rock.!
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[21 Feb 2005|11:08am] |
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if only my stupid camera had a batterry left...i took some great ones....so keep waitin haha, i guess
much love, duck!
p.s. this does not mean i am back onto lj:-/.
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[07 Feb 2005|08:32pm] |
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demon hunter~~my heartstrings come undone |
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refreshing old memories, it hurts but it keeps me goin.
everything is to be missed eventually...except for the love of God. that is everlasting, just like willy wonka's famous candy the gobstopper(mmmmmmm).
i finally for real quit these stupid online journal things that waste my life's time.
leave ur goodbye comments.
i'll miss u guys' cyber selves, haha. its just not enough, why not hug in person!!??
<33duck!! for shore:-P <3
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[02 Feb 2005|10:21pm] |
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boring day. very down. sleep was much appreciated.
went to church, people said my hair smelled really good :-). haha.
i sang really well.
my friends are great, God is awesome!, and my family rocks.
school sucks though!!:-P
<3duck!
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[01 Feb 2005|09:49pm] |
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today was good, i guess.
discouraging events occured, big time!!
but it was not to break my day. whats done is for reasons that are acceptable. :-/
today i loaded "Catch for Us the Foxes" by mewithoutYou. it is good. i also listened to living sacrifice and blevod and relient k. i have been lookin at little things that arent supposed to even phase me lately and crying and thats not very good, so (((pray for me)))
<3duck!+ mary!
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[31 Jan 2005|07:46pm] |
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today was not that swell,
i went to school, very tired because it was a monday of course, late night, haha, kinda scary though:-z
i kinda also had a small stomach ache, that i didnt like:-(.
when i got home i slept till 4:20 or something, the most amazing sleep ever always occurs after school *shrugs*
and i also get to talk to mary!!!<3
haha, love yas duck!!
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[29 Jan 2005|08:47pm] |
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today was super boring!!
i miss you mary. alot!
<3duck!
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